September 16, 2021:
I’m grateful for the little videos I have of Ed. Of course I wish I had more, especially prior to his diagnosis but so thankful for what I have. I sometimes go weeks without watching any then suddenly realize how much I need to connect with him by hearing his voice. Though watching videos is sad, in the end it’s so beautiful and helps me feel him close by hearing his sweet voice talk to me and the messages he had me record for myself and our boys. This was one year ago today. I hope those that also love and miss him will feel comfort in hearing his voice. Love and miss you honey and I especially miss playing cards with you.
Video from September 16, 2020